My hormones have been running amok lately. Over the last month I've felt awful. As of this morning, I'm down 5.5 pounds. Which is a good start. Big Red and I have decided to put babies on the back burner until I can get back to a healthy weight. This should also improve the constant pressue like state I"ve been feeling. So, back to the GYN and ask for BC pills... again. I need my hormones in check. They are making me feel like I'm losing it! I got some distressing news yesterday which caused me to lose it and have to leave work early. I went to the doctor of a dull heat in my foot. She attributed it to some nerve damage and told me that if I don't get my blood sugar under control, it will get worse. That was the biggest wake up call I could have received. But, also, not good for my anxiety which then caused me to run through all the scenarios possible yesterday and last night. Needless to say, I've had a horrible upset stomach and awful night's sleep.
I need to pull it together and get off the pot. My mom and husband are both worried about me and urging me to keep my spirits high and not to drop into a depression like state. I'm trying. I really am.
Please say a couple prayers for me as I really need to find A LOT of strength right now.
- TC
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All things come in time, my dear. But the only one who is going to take care of you is yourself. So lets get going, get on a diabetic diet, and get exercising! Our lives are too important to our hubbies to have anything happen to us!
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